067: fix on, probably too much

Assalammualaikum.

I just wanna have a casual sembang session hehe. It has been a while since we talk, have we not? I kinda realized yesterday that I might have been to fix on writing pieces that are too (hopefully) pleasing to a certain part of myself. I happened to abandon the 'fun' and that 'I-don't-care' attitude in the process of satisfying that inner roaring turmoil. I am sorry, but I do have pride over my 'don't give a damn' characters. It helps me to get along with the world. Lol. Do you have any characteristics of your own that you are proud of having?

Nonetheless, I am officially at home for a short one month break doing - nothing.
Obviously


It ticked me how I already came out with a list of things I want to get it done before the short semester started, yet I failed myself. No surprise :')
On the other side though, there are a few things I already cross-out from the list, but they are mostly blog-related. Like redesigning the header and updating the blog, might as well pre-writing entries that would be perfect during my busy hour next month #Goals. I wanna spend some time reading the books I got from PBAKL2018 & PBAKL2019.

Yes, two years worth of hauling books. Mostly read half way before being tossed aside. I get distracted easily, either due to the emotion being cut off or I get distracted by other works. There is three Tere Liye's novel I desperately need to read but em we will see.

 
(literal representation of me wanting to finish that badass book I kept for two years)

Is there a book you have been pushing far and far away in the depth of your book rack? I bet we do have one lol. 

Talking about drama and TV-series, I have got not much time to catch up with the abundance of overflowing Korean and Chinese drama as I pretty much occupied last semester. I do watch Romance is A Bonus Book, halfway, because I just cannot miss out from Lee Jong Suk's drama. I have always been a fan of his works as there are different, and it fit my taste. On the other hand, I got hook up with two English series ever since last year, Bones (which I still have not finished, currently at Season 5?) and A Discovery of Witches. Mostly as it is easy to watch while I am eating lol #NotHavingToReadSubtitle 

  
  
(my favourite sceneeeeeeee)

How is your Raya by the way? Mine, hehe it wasn't that much but all of our family members are able to gather around similar to year and year before - perks when you are married to people from the same region XD All of them are gathered at my house, as I am living with my grandma, before heading back to Pasir Mas. I managed to bake semperit susu, the only kuih raya I make this year as my Mak Su already make a lot. I just cannot, I need semperit in the house regardless of Raya or not. Practise make perfect, I can feel that my semperit this year is just different from before! Lol. It does get easier when you already accustomed to it. 

Too bad, I don't have picture guys. I bake like enough to fit three medium-sized containers, however, my grandma had it packed and gave all the remaining semperit I have to my cousin because he said it tastes so good. Ya know, nenek's characteristics kan? Lol, I was about to cry when I see them being sumbat inside his bag. But, I can always make a new batch, saja nak over :') 

My gambar raya are too cute to handle heh, people would get a heart attack from them. 

I wish you all a happy Syawal and for those who had to sit for their final examination still, break a leg!

May Allah ease everything :D

14 comments:

  1. I had A LOT of books pending to read. Start reading again had been my goals nowadays but I failed every time. Hahah. Anyway, sometimes we do need to just write whatever in our mind to relieve the feeling of enjoying writing freely so it's nice for me to read such posts once in a while too. Happy Eid Mubarak, too bad you didn't post your Raya photo though ;)

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    1. Same sis sameeeeeee, I keep having that thought across my mind but my brain just could not handle to finish even a novel lol.

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  2. before cuti haritu bkn main lagi buat to-do list panjang2 tapi smpai sekarang tak buat2 lagi HAHAHA asyik marathon kdrama je so mmg xlah ada masa nak tgk list tu hehe

    selamat hari raya & selamat bercuti jugak hehe :))

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    1. saamaaaaaaaaaaa, takcukup tu siap download drama banyak-banyak lagi lol

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  3. I'm on my semester break too and I can definitely understand your struggle to get some things ticked off on your list! T_T

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    1. Kan! Nanti dahmasuk sem baru nyesal lol pastu ulang balik benda yang sama heh.

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  4. Just enjoy the process, hehe. My Raya was chaos, we held two days of Open House because everyone have extend their holiday and people just keep coming non stop and have Raya's invitation every week. Alhamdulillah for that! I'm still guessing why some people said Raya's was not like what it supposed to be (Raya tak macam dulu lagi) but what matter the most is the bless to be with our family. <3

    Selamat hari raya faten, maaf zahir dan batin <3

    The Hundred Pages | Eyqa Zq

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    1. Exactly, I'm just gonna row my boat along the flow :D Having someone to celebrate with is such a blessing! Selamat Hari Raya too!

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  5. selamat hari raya sis! semperit susu is always my favourite <3

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    1. Selamat Hari Raya jugak, semperit susu for life!

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